my bestfriend

for I have lost my other, due to the wickedness of the world

and you stayed

you fell in love with me when I was a monster

you knew my deepest pit of sorrow

and every atom of hurt 

you knew and know my evil’s I battled

and you stayed

through thick and fucking thin

You helped my soul awaken

You shook the shit out of my body

With a smile on your face

we walk hand in hand

I really suck at typing about who I am. Its okay to be a little lost about yourself. I have many inner demons I have faced in my life and it has made me who I am today. A 17 year old, old woman. I like making people feel good. I like sun rays penetrating through my pores. ALL MY MAIN FRIENDS cats. The weather sort of determines my mood for the day. The fair will always hold my heart. The smell of fried fucking amazing foods enveloping my nose is amazing. The lake has another piece of my heart.